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Don’t know why I still bother to try

To lift my wings and fly

Even when my knees hit the ground

I feel so lost, where am I bound?  

What treasures wait within these scars?

What fortune lies beyond the stars?

I am growing even more tired

Pretending I'm not dying inside

Rise me above my misery

Care for me, like how shore is loved by the sea

I'm fed up of finding my place

Worn out of all the begging; I'm done with the chase

Running late for my home

Maybe I’ll just pray and kneel somewhere in Rome

Hoping for my upward falling

To be at peace while my spirit is soaring

If I look back to the start

Is there a way to nurse my heart?

Let my tears wash away with the rain

Or I will just let myself drown in pain?  

Broken and scattered

Memories are gathered

I don’t why I need to break this hard

But I need to go and give up my last card